Saturday, November 18, 2006

-Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee-

WOAHHHHHHHH Its Been Long Since I Blog Eh.....

Well lets haf a recap of how things are goin in my happy pathetic screwed up Life, Since I started workin at LexMar my attitude to work haf change Im enjoyin myself at work, Ryan is a bonified ass and i mean tt in a gd way, he jst cracks me up everydae at work man, been hangin out again wif him and damien and the other freaks wahaha its been ages since I last chill out wif them if Im not wrong the last time was like god nearly 3 or 4 years ago damn...
I Havin a BLAST man life seems more interestin rite now then it did be4..... Frankly at this point in time I really haf no clue wat I want to post so I think its best to end here no i mean like here here wait no here no wait again here oh fuck HERE !!


| Jabroni fought for sanity @ 4:05 PM|

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Saturday, October 07, 2006

-Screwed Up Fuckin Screwed Up-

Hmm things didnt fuckin workout wif the offshore job, Cabaco email me askin if I had gone for a recent full medical check up and if I have been for an offshore safety course i replied No to both, they then ask if I could do it asap and it would cost me roughly 1000+ sing dollars to do both... now whre the hell am I suppose to get tt cash, I replied tt I dnt have tt amount of cash, they then say maybe they could pay for me 1st and then they will jst deduct it from my pay after I went offshore and I thought like hmm tts gd atleast tts a problem solve but then call my fren brian's boss and told him to ask me to get the cash from ppl whom I knew tt might be able to lend me the cash 1st and then pay them back when I get back from offshore, I was like wat the fuck man I told them thre was no way for me to do that told brian tt I will try and see how if I cant manage to borrow it...

Monday I was wif my gal and I decided to check my email usin my hp and thre it was an email from Cabaco, I was terrified I have to admit, I click on the email to read it and it says ( this is the actual transcript of the email) I regret to inform you that the client rep. on the Pacific 28 work boat has informed us that due to your lack of experience he would prefer us to send more experienced personnel on this job. Anyway, we will keep all your info here and will inform you as soon as we have any other projects we can use you on. Thanks. Fuckin Piece Of Shit, I was like so damn piss off at tt moment tt I sms brian told him wat happened and all and he said he will get back to me, he will try and figure sumthin out...

I was already feelin sick tt day was havin gastric problems and it was damn bad to gross to go into details, tooks a cab back wif my gal I drop off at my old hm coz I rather see the doc thre but jst my dumb luck the clinic was close, took a cab back hm was pukin and all when I got hm, brian ask me to go down to the company he his workin at for a job told I was sick but he still insisted on me goin down, told him Im gona go see the doc 1st then he ask to go after the visit to the doc and I didnt I went hm straight after the doc, he called and sms me I never answer or reply wasnt in the mood, he ask me to go down the next day and again I didnt coz you the thing is the job tt his boss is offerin me was like a part time job no CPF and all and I wasnt really interested...

I didnt tell my folks tt the offshore job didnt fall thru was buyin time waitin for the right moment to let em know, but as usual luck wasnt on my side, my mum happen to bum into brian when she was out wif her frens and brian told her, when she got back she ask again and told me tt she knew I didnt get and ask why I didnt tell her straight away told her my reasons and she understood, then I told my gal the news and she was upset for me even though she has her own problems she was still worried for me...

The next day I emailed this other company that was willin to give me a full time job askin if the position that they offered me the other time was still up for grab, they replied back sayin yes it was and that they have set up an interview for me...

When for the interview set down wif the manager when thru my resume and my certs then he showed me the workshop, I got a fren name ryan whom I knew tt was workin thre tt was hw I manage to get in contact wif the company in the 1st place, he saw me and he was shocked dnt know if its cause im bald now or maybe sumthin else but he was gd to see him then I saw sum1 else whom I didnt expect to see over thre my old meighbour's son, funny things is tt he was askin me if I wanted a job at the place he was workin at but at tt time I thought I had already got tt fuckin offshore job, we jst shook hands and smiled, had a tour of the place its small but its ok Im usin to workin in workshop anyway, long story short I got the job, pay is basic minimum wif a 3 month probation which is ok considerin my last job was a 1 year probation period...

Start work at LexMar Engineerin on Monday, came hm told my mum who rang ma dad up and told him, he was against the idea of me goin offshore coz he wanted me to complete my part time higher nitec studies 1st well nw Im able to do jst tt, so thre u go pop's you got wat u wanted, told brian bout it he was glad even though he wanted me to work wif him but oh well this job seems better bro sorry, told my gal and thira bout the gd news too, gona be workin near the place whre my gal's workin at, the place is at Loyang Lane so its not tt far for me to get thre from hm...

Oh ya almost forgot I got my result back.... Got a C for CNC and a D for maths was hopin to get a C for maths but hey D is still a pass so Im happy tt I dnt ahve to redo the maths and programmin module again, school reopens on the 16 of OCT tts like less then 1 1/2 weeks more, Well Folks I Guess I Will End It Here For Nw oh and to my dear happy 4 mths ann. BaBe .


| Jabroni fought for sanity @ 12:19 AM|

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Saturday, September 30, 2006

-Ye May Be Gone But Ye Shall Not Be Forgotten-

I was made for Liverpool



"Mr. Shankly, would you like to manage?" they said "The greatest club in football, the boys in Red?" "I didn't know Matt Busby had resigned," he said "But I'll wake the giant in your football hotbed."

He kept faith and continuity with the Boot Room sages Laying foundations that empires are made of. "I don't drop players", he said. "I make changes." And great changes he wasn't afraid of.

He kept Roger Hunt and brought through Ian Callaghan, As a Red Machine was carefully assembled. St John, Yeats and Thompson completed the plan, And the whole of football soon trembled.

"You're not in Division 1," said Yeats to Shankly Shanks said, "No, but with you, we soon will be!" To the press, "Take a walk 'round my new centre half, Now we could play Arthur Askey in goal, for a laugh."

In '62, as Shankly's Reds won Division Two, He led us back where we belong. And through the early Sixties Liverpool grew Into the capital of football and song.

A Red Machine is greater than the sum of its parts For individual superstars he couldn't care less. "The socialism I believe in is everyone working Together... sharing the rewards of success."

He spoke of "collective play" with "improvisation" Of the "preparation and adjustment" that came before. Quick adjustment to the top flight, and the preparation That made us runaway champions in '64.

So into Europe he led the relentless Red march And how did the Red Machine prepare? On the way to Iceland he had the lads stop off For some homespun laughs, at Butlins, in Ayr.

He was the man who put the Champions into all Red "It'll make you look like giants," he said. Every quote made you believe we were different class "It's great grass at Anfield, professional grass."

He had the "This is Anfield" sign fixed up there To make his team and their opponents equally aware Of what it means to run out in front of the Kop, Saying "Liverpool people will always come top."

When faced with jabbering reporters in Italy He refused to be given their 3rd degree He said: "Just tell them I completely disagree With everything they say."

"I'm an impatient patient man," he later said "We trained hard, so patience favoured the men in Red". So when it went to extra time in '65, The FA Cup was finally won by the fittest team alive.

For Shankly and Liverpool, brave Gerry Byrne Laid his body and soul on the line. Shanks said: "It was the most emotional day For Liverpool, in the history of time."

He made every player the best they could be, If they weren't interfering, told them they should be! He made them all feel that they were our property "That's not your knee, son, it's Liverpool's knee."

"Trouble with you laddie, is your brains are all in your head It's so simple, pass and move for the men in Red. Work hard so this city keeps the 2 great teams it deserves: That's Liverpool... and Liverpool Reserves."

At Anfield or scouting, 'til all hours of the clock. "On overtime, he'd earn a million," said Tommy Doc, Don't get me wrong, he loved his family life, But is the legend true about Nessie, his wife?

"On your anniversary you took her to Rochdale away?" "Not so, laddie, I'll tell you the reason It was Rochdale Reserves and it was her birthday. Would I have got married during the season?"

Never afraid of tough choices for his team in Red As he dismantled his old side in 1970 "If you can't make decisions in life," he said "You'd be better off becoming an MP."

He said "the best side drew" and he always knew How to gee us up when we felt a bit flat. It was every last breath, it was life and death, It was "much more important than that."

And beating Everton in the '71 semi, he said, "I'd have wanted to be here even if I was dead! When I go, prop my coffin up, and cut me a hole - I wouldn't want to miss the winning goal."

"You learn more when you lose," said the Boss "Though we don't lose many now." And that most famous photo was taken when we'd lost, With Shankly citing Chairman Mao:

"A greater show of Red strength was never seen, Even by the Chinese people's leader." (A 'Little Red Book' of Shankly's great quotes Is far more entertaining for the reader:

"Agents? The only good agent is 007" "I only wanted him for the 2nd eleven" "If Everton played in my garden, I'm certain I'd just have to get up and draw the curtain."

The lessons were learned, and in '74 He repeated our Cup-winning dream, Adding to League and UEFA the season before - Three triumphs for his new young team.

Then everyone remembers the newsagent signs: "Liverpool in shock, as Shankly resigns." He said, "It felt like walking to the electric chair." How could he do it? How would we fare?

I read the Echo that day, and through the tears I didn't think about the fifteen years, But just thought about empty years to come How could we repeat the trophies he'd won?

I was only young, though, what did I know? Nobody knew then how we'd thrive and grow From the seeds of passion that Shankly had sown To make the European Champions Cup our own.

And dominate the game for the next 15 years. If I'd only known that, I'd have saved my tears. Not for Liverpool, and its young fans like me, But for the sacrifices of Bill and Nessie Shankly

I remember his programmes on Radio City, And him still coaching young kids till 1980, With his sheer enthusiasm, shining through it all "All you need is the green, green grass and a ball."

The strongest voice of my youth, I can hear him still Broadcasting the wit and wisdom of Uncle Bill. And I remember that day, September '81 That feeling of loss - Mr Shankly has gone.

The next home game v Tosh's Swansea, He added 15,000 to the crowd. And he was there in spirit, watching LFC As we chanted his name aloud.

The one word "Shankly" had now taken the place Of all of the words to 'Amazing Grace'. He's there still in his statue, his name's on the gates But his spirit's the ethos our club radiates.

"At Liverpool from the very start I'd planned To build a bastion of invincibility." I believe that "I was made for Liverpool, and Liverpool was made for me."

"I'd like to be remembered simply as a man Who strove to make the people happy." I believe that "I was made for Liverpool, and Liverpool was made for me."





| Jabroni fought for sanity @ 1:24 PM|

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Tuesday, September 26, 2006

-Goin going gone-

Haha yup tts me now

| Jabroni fought for sanity @ 12:08 PM|

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Tuesday, September 19, 2006

-Damn It-

Today finally venture around the neighbourhood jst to find out like whres the shops and atm and all tt stuff, thres Cold Storage at the community centre which is bout say 8 mins walk from my block so tt alrite and thres also a 7-11 shop thre but the sad thing is tt its under renovation at the moment sob sob...

At nearer towards the poly side thre is coffee shop, 7-11, POSB, thres a clinic also thre and im guessin the wet market shld also be thre, didnt go and look for it, but heres the things ok, to walk from my place to the coffee shop is quite a distance so I think in future I wld most likely take a bus thre hehe ya I now Im lazy maybe if I feel like it then I wld walk hehe...

Thres like only 2 buses at my new hm if i want to take other buses I wld have to take 69 either to the poly or to tampines interchange or I cld take 69 all the way to bedok interchange or take 293 but have yet to see wat is 293 route either way its such a hassel, its not like my old place whre thre was 7 different buses tt I cld take, man I really miss my old home, I gonna end it here for now dnt feel like goin on cya take care .


| Jabroni fought for sanity @ 11:16 PM|

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Monday, September 18, 2006

-Past Couple Of Days-

Well lets see, I have moved to Tampines already, we moved in on Sunday 17 of Sept. Been unpacking everything for the past 2 days now, my room, my sis room and the kitchen are all done, the hall is also done just left to unpack a few more things like decor for the hall showcase, my parents room is nearly done also, we have yet to do the store room and the balcony ...


Infact I just only finish doing my room today, yesterday all I did was just unpack my clothes, was waiting for my new set of drawers and a small tv rack to arrive, it was suppose to arrive on Saturday between 4 pm - 6pm the shop where we bought it from but it didn't arrive, so mum and me left to head back to our old place, she rang them up and they said they could only deliver it at around 6.30pm - 7pm, told them to deliver it on Monday instead ... so today it was delivered, ok so heres the thing our new place we have yet to put a doorbell so we didnt know that my stuff was already here until my mum open the front door and saw it there lol.


Brought it into my room, started to unpack all my things connected my dvd player and my PS2 to my tv, put my stuff into the new set of drawers, after that just rearrange my furniture in my room so that the room doesnt look so messy, but I got to admit my new room is bigger then my old room so Im glad to see that I still have space to put more things in future.


After my room was done, my and me together with my mum did the kitchen took us bout nearly 4hrs and Im please to say that its done yay wohoo yipe !! Man my back is really aching and so is the heels of both my feet, hopefully tomorrow wont have to do much can get my well deserve sleep and rest, well Im gonna end it here for now, I need to go and lay on my bed to ease the pain ..... GD Nite Take Care Till The Next Postin...


| Jabroni fought for sanity @ 10:36 PM|

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Thursday, September 14, 2006

-Life's A Journey-

life's a journey.....

"Here is the test to find whether your mission on Earth is finished: if you're alive, it isn't." -- Richard Bach

"Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgement that something else is more important than fear." -- Ambrose Redmoon

"Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that." -- Martin Luther King, Jr.

"You may be disappointed if you fail, but you are doomed if you don't try." -- Beverly Sills

Never look down on anybody unless you're helping him up." -- Jesse Jackson

"When you were born, you cried and the world rejoiced... Live your life so that when you die, the world cries and you rejoice" -- Cherokee saying.

It only takes one tree to make a thousand matches, it only takes one match to burn a thousand trees. - Stereophonics.

Better to understand little than to misunderstand a lot.

When ideas fail, words come in very handy.

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart ...

He who looks outside, dreams. He who looks inside, awakens.

To conquer fear is the beginning of wisdom.

The smallest good deed is better than the grandest intention.

Take from my friend Farhan's Friendster Blog http://apit_2006.blogs.friendster.com/apit_2006/


| Jabroni fought for sanity @ 9:22 PM|

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